Decided.


tisthewanderer
This day was starting ordinarily. I haven't got much to tweet and that has only happened today. This morning.


So this one isn't really much about my day. It's about what happened which made me decide.


This very afternoon, God gave me a challenge. It's a very hard one. Very confusing and amusing as well.


I had to choose between two paths. One is crooked, the other straight. [Noynoy much? :))] But let's say the crooked one is the path I've taken before. I have been quite happy but more of it gave me sadness and a future that's unsure. The straight one is the one I'm taking now. I'm not sure if it's crooked [or even broken] in the end or the middle 'cause I'm just starting. It has a future that's well-ground, pretty sure, and happiness that could last forever. But I'm not really sure if it's 'for me'.


Ok. So I've been thinking. Lord, why would you give me this decision to make? I know inside, it's time na rin. I can never walk two paths at the same time. I know I'll be getting to the straight one sooner, and my legs aren't that flexible. So God made me decide. Am I ready to let the crooked path go and take the chance of walking on the straight path, although uncertain of what trials come with it?


I saw the crooked path again. But I thought, is it still worth it? Is it, if I have a better choice? Because what I did before with it, I tried to make it straight, but I guess time was against my will. And so is fate. It really wasn't meant to walk on. God gave this sign na, "Ano, bigay na?"


Kasi someone once told me, "You can never have something better, without completely and wholeheartedly giving up what you have now." And I think it's time.


I chose to take the straight path. No looking back. I know I'm not really sure of what's in store but I'm ready to take chances. This time, I'm ready to walk on it. This time, I mean it. This time, I'm letting go. And this time, I won't regret it.


In this fight, I have God as my guardian and my source of strength. I have decided. And He has helped me.


Fabilioh 'til the end!


.:GodBless:.


Lux in Domino!


-CJ

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